Brian McDemott claims Christmas is ruined

Furious McDemott claims Christmas is ruined after Man City's late triumph

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18:57 GMT, 22 December 2012

Reading manager Brian McDermott claimed his Christmas had been ruined after Manchester City scored a late winner against his side he felt should not have stood.

Gareth Barry headed home in injury time as the champions snatched a last-gasp 1-0 win to deny the bottom club what would have been a hard-earned Barclays Premier League point at the Etihad Stadium.

McDermott felt Barry illegally jumped on the back of one of his players as he leapt to reach David Silva's cross but referee Mike Dean saw nothing untoward.

Heartbreak: Gareth Barry struck late to deny Reading a point

Heartbreak: Gareth Barry struck late to deny Reading a point

Dean had been similarly unmoved when Jay Tabb went down in the area after a collision with City youngster Karim Rekik during a second half Reading counter-attack.

When asked about the winning goal, McDermott said: 'Absolute joke. We have had that a few times this season and even the Tabb penalty – it was a penalty.

'We have had three or four of those, we have had a handball goal against us and an offside goal against us – all of which have cost us points.

'To get that wrong – I have just said to him (Dean) he will be gutted he's missed that.

'He hung in the air, but you can hang in the air all day long if you are on someone's back.

'It's an absolute cert foul, it cannot be anything else.

'But listen, the bottom line is we are Reading. We are a small club in this league punching above our weight.

'That will be irrelevant to you guys because Man City have won, but it is not to us.

'We love this club we have got, we have got a real passion. We will fight, we have 20 games to go, but we certainly deserved a draw today at least.'

He later added: 'But just to let you know, that has just ruined my Christmas.'

A seventh successive defeat was harsh on Reading but McDermott, whose side have accumulated just nine points from 18 games, is determined to battle on.

He said: 'We have to take consolation from that, we have to take the positives because that is what you have to do. We have got to move on.

'I honestly thought we were going to get something. Even in the first half there were a couple of incidents where we might have got something on the break.

Outrage: Brian McDermott says Christmas has been ruined for him

Outrage: Brian McDermott says Christmas has been ruined for him

'I'm really disappointed for our fans today and really disappointed for the players because they didn't deserve that.'

Despite McDermott's frustrations after a resilient defensive display, City were the superior side throughout.

The hosts created numerous chances but lacked a cutting edge and manager Roberto Mancini was again left to bemoan his side's wastefulness.

The Italian said: 'I think we deserved to win but when you are in the last two or three minutes of extra time, it could be difficult.

'These games, if you don't score in the first half when you have a lot of chances to score, I think they can be strong.

'They played well, they defended well, for 90 minutes with all players behind the ball. We didn't find space to score.

Distraught: Reading players wonder what went wrong after conceding

Distraught: Reading players wonder what went wrong after conceding

'When you have one chance, you have to score. In the end, I am happy with the victory but we had a big problem.'

The match was City's last home game of 2012 and they won it in a manner in keeping with the rest of the year, notably last season's title decider.

The win denied Manchester United the opportunity to open up an eight-point lead at the top of the table and Mancini was pleased with the character shown.

He said: 'In this we have improved a lot. We want to recover so when we are losing we try until the end to score, to recover the game.

'Our character is strong. Sometimes you can win, sometimes you can't but I am very happy because we have recovered a lot of games like today.

Complaint: McDermott was unimpressed with his side not being awarded a penalty

Complaint: McDermott was unimpressed with his side not being awarded a penalty

'But it is more important to score before. If not my heart is not strong.'

Mancini had a different opinion on Barry's goal to McDermott. 'No foul, absolutely not,' he said.

Striker Mario Balotelli did not play having missed some training sessions this week through illness.

Mancini was not concerned about reports the 22-year-old had been spotted elsewhere in Manchester today.

He said: 'Mario is ill. I don't know where is now. For one week he was ill.

'He came to the training ground yesterday because he wanted to train but he couldn't.

'I can't close him in his house, it is impossible.'

Oriol Romeu out for season with cruciate knee ligament damage

Heartbreak for Romeu as crocked Chelsea ace may be sidelined for rest of season

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21:40 GMT, 10 December 2012

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UPDATED:

01:18 GMT, 11 December 2012

Chelsea have suffered a major blow with the news that Oriol Romeu is unlikely to play again this season.

The 21-year-old midfielder suffered suspected cruciate knee ligament damage in the win over Sunderland on Saturday and was replaced after just 20 minutes.

Blow: The Chelsea midfielder is unlikely to play again this season

Blow: The Chelsea midfielder is unlikely to play again this season

Blow: The Chelsea midfielder is unlikely to play again this season

And according to reports in Spain, he may not play again this term.

Romeu, who joined Chelsea from Barcelona in 2011, had started three of the west London club's last four games before his injury.

Ricky Hatton exclusive interview – I want to redeem myself

Ricky Hatton exclusive: 'I want to redeem myself. I want my kids to be proud of me'

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UPDATED:

22:46 GMT, 19 November 2012

The house that Ricky built stands up the road from the tough council estate where he grew up and from which he came out fighting.

Electronic gates open on to the driveway where he parks his Bentley but it still matters hugely to the Hitman that the fruits of his punishing labours do not cut him off from his gnarled roots deep in the suburbs of Manchester.

If you want to find the real Ricky Hatton go to Hyde — and seek. It is worth the journey to remind yourself there is no less spoiled, more honest sportsman in the land.

Hard work: Ricky Hatton is just days away from making his comeback in Manchester

Hard work: Ricky Hatton is just days away from making his comeback in Manchester

Who else would call his home Heartbreak Hotel Part tribute to Elvis Presley, part deference to the blows his hard old game inflicts.

Who else would have spent many days since he announced his comeback telling everyone interested that his girlfriend had to stop him slitting his wrists because he felt he had let down her, the kids, his fans and the country

Go also to be reassured — despite the scandal and self-destruction into which he descended during the three years since his last fight — that he is still the Pied Piper of hope for all the worse-off folk who live down the hill.

The 20,000 tickets for Saturday night’s comeback at the Manchester Arena sold out within hours even though the identity of his opponent was unknown.

‘Support like this gives me goose-pimples,’ he says. ‘Always has done. The people see me as one of their own and I am. They know I always give everything I’ve got, win or lose. That’s why they get behind me.’ Just as he gets behind Manchester City.

The sparring on this particular afternoon has been ferocious. ‘More like a proper fight, that was,’ he chuckles after beating up an eastern European duplicate of Vyacheslav Senchenko, the Ukrainian against whom he has to re-prove himself.

In conversation: Hatton talks to the Daily Mail's boxing correspondent Jeff Powell at his gym

In conversation: Hatton talks to the Daily Mail's boxing correspondent Jeff Powell at his gym

In conversation: Hatton talks to the Daily Mail's boxing correspondent Jeff Powell at his gym

The relentless toil was prolonged, too, with Hatton insisting on extra rounds. So we have to hurry back to the house because City v Ajax in the Champions League is coming up on the telly.

There is also work still to do. It is dark, cold and wet but he pulls on the trademark floppy hat and runs back out into the night to join a training partner in their regular 15 sharp sprints up a nearby hill.

As he goes he hugs Jennifer, his lady who stood by him through all the drink and drugs-related madness after his flattening by Manny Pacquiao, and asks: ‘Would you mind getting my tea ready The game will be kicking off.’

The pasta, greenery and tomatoes are duly waiting on the table. Then he and son Campbell are out of the hi-tech kitchen, through the kids’ playroom, past the indoor swimming pool, via the home gym and into the private cinema.

We miss kick-off but no sooner do we sit down than we’re on our feet again, in dismay. Ajax greet us by going two up. ‘What’s happened to defending in this country’ Hatton demands to know, banging the leather arm of his seat.

The Hitman’s link to his fervent public runs through football. The people’s fighter shares their love affair with the people’s game.

Hard at work: Hatton in the gym with his trainer Bob Shannon

Hard at work: Hatton in the gym with his trainer Bob Shannon

So much so that he has named one of the family dogs after an all-time City hero. This Franny Lee bears an uncanny resemblance to the original. He is a short, stocky, lively, lovable Shih Tzu who darts quickly hither and thither like a fox in the box — and has plenty to say for himself.

On City, Hatton says: ‘We’ve raised the bar by becoming champions. We all expect City to win the league again. That’s the No 1 priority for the supporters. I’ve felt all along that we’re still two or three years away from being real contenders for the Champions League. You have to pay your dues in Europe.’

Still, Hatton and son get excited as City come back to draw level with Ajax at 2-2. Then they jump into a high five as they appear to snatch a late winner. But it’s offside. So narrowly that we wonder how the distant linesman could see it. But offside nonetheless.

‘Yeah, OK, it was off,’ says Ricky. ‘Maybe for the best.’ In truth, the Hitman would prefer City to lose to Real Madrid tomorrow night and have done with Europe this time around. He explains: ‘I’d rather we finish bottom of the group than go into that waste of time called the Europa League. Maybe then we can take advantage in the Premier of playing fewer big games than the Reds and the rest through a key stretch of the season.’

Manager Roberto Mancini is on the screen. He is angry about the disallowed goal and the denial of a late penalty but he also looks disoriented.

Support: Hatton's girlfriend Jennifer (right) was distraught when he was knocked out by Manny Pacquiao

Support: Hatton's girlfriend Jennifer (right) was distraught when he was knocked out by Manny Pacquiao

Hatton says: ‘I like Mancini as a man but if it doesn’t come good in the League, I’m afraid it’ll be bye-bye to poor Roberto. Look, I can’t stand all the mugs in the stands who think they could do it better. I played a bit at right half (for the City academy among other teams) and I loved it.

‘I’m no football manager but I can see when a man’s struggling, the way I do in an opponent when I begin to get to him in the ring. Mancini sometimes is in danger of being hung on all these tactical switches of his.’

He takes no pleasure from that, saying: ‘It hurts when it’s one of the family. And unlike United and Chelsea and Arsenal, City are one big family — everyone from the players, coaches and directors to fans and stewards. It’s because we’re always fighting the shadow of big brother up the road at Old Trafford. If we’re going to win we all have to be in it together. So if one of the family can’t do his bit then I’m afraid he’s got to go.’

The family analogy hits home because Hatton has made a personal decision that is far more painful than paying off a multi-millionaire football manager.

The falling out between Ricky and his parents came to an ugly climax the night before he announced his comeback. The split had been festering and his father, Ray, went to Ricky’s gym to confront the issue. It is already a matter of infamous record that Dad took a swing at the lad, who rather than resort to his professional fists called the police.

All smiles: Hatton has turned his life around since deciding to return to the ring

All smiles: Hatton has turned his life around since deciding to return to the ring

Since Ray played for City and first indoctrinated Ricky in the club, many of their nearest are awaiting the reconciliation. They are to be disappointed.

Hatton keeps his counsel about the initial basis for the schism. But he is mortified by reaction on his own doorstep to the revelations of the drink and drug-fuelled excesses into which he sank.

As we sip tea by the hearth, he turns again to Jennifer and talks very candidly: ‘This lady went through more hell than anyone because of me. She had to stop me from killing myself when I had the knife to my wrists. She had more reason to feel angry than anyone but she was the one who stood by me when I needed it most. Never failed me.

‘I was at rock bottom and close to ending my life but Ray and my mum (Carol) never came round. Not once. I’m afraid it’s the finish for me as far as they’re concerned. It’s sad but it’s over. For good. There’s no going back now. Not for me.’

The silence is poignant but brief. He breaks it with a smile: ‘This is my family. Right here.’ A sweep of his tattooed arm takes in Campbell, Jennifer and their infant daughter Millie, as well as Franny Lee and their new puppy, a pet Chihuahua. ‘Look at my guard dogs,’ he says. ‘Such big, hostile beasts.’

The Hitman is laughing again. His comeback was launched out of fear of being remembered as ‘that fat idiot who won world titles but flushed it all down the toilet’. He adds: ‘I want to go down as a champion who redeemed himself, made up for letting everyone down and regained his self-respect. I want my kids to be proud of me.’

Standing in his way: Hatton takes on Vyacheslav Senchenko at the Manchester Arena on Saturday

Standing in his way: Hatton takes on Vyacheslav Senchenko at the Manchester Arena on Saturday

Is Campbell proud of him ‘Course I’m proud of my Dad. Very,’ says this bright, polite youngster. So much so that he is itching to follow him into the ring, adding: ‘I want to be just like him.’

Campbell is a good footballer — a City fan of course — and a promising rugby union hooker. But he wants to fight, and his mother, a former girlfriend of Ricky’s, has issued the terms on which she might relent.

Campbell has come home with a school report card full of As and just the occasional B grade. Excitedly, he tells his Dad: ‘Mum says that when I get straight As I can start boxing.’

You sense Jennifer is thankful the decision is not hers. She was the last of those close to Ricky to approve his comeback.

He says: ‘She was traumatised by the knockouts by Mayweather and Pacquiao. But she’s settled her mind and she’ll be back at ringside.’

She says: ‘At first I wanted him to stay out of it but I came to understand why he has to do this. I also realise that it’s healthier for him to box than live the life he’d fallen into. This time — yes, this time — I believe him when he says he’s a changed man.’

The end Hatton was knocked out cold by Pacquiao in Las Vegas when he last fought

The end Hatton was knocked out cold by Pacquiao in Las Vegas when he last fought

‘We all have to grow up some time,’ says Ricky. ‘This isn’t just a comeback for me, it’s a lifestyle change.’

There is further evidence of that in the effort he makes to restrain the industrial language once he arrives home. He lets only one syllable of vernacular slip all evening and promptly tells Campbell: ‘Don’t do as I do, do as I tell you . . . when I’m not swearing!’ Then adds: ‘Mind you, I was never any trouble at school. I just didn’t study.’

For the most part, Hatton is focused on the ring located up the back stairs at his thriving health club. He admits: ‘I was nervous as a kitten when I first started sparring again. Even though it was only against a couple of kids in the club, I was all over the place.’

With the help of his new trainer, Bob Shannon, it has slowly come back together. He says: ‘I began working out for my health’s sake five months ago so by the time I went into training camp proper I had got off the extra five stones in weight. So for the first time in years I’ve only had to work on my boxing skills and technique. Thanks to that I feel better and stronger than before any fight for a long time. I’m not nervous any longer, I’m excited.’

All change: Hatton has shed the pounds

All change: Hatton has shed the pounds

The gym can be a liar but, from what I saw, the relentless Hatton of old is on his way back, complete with the murderous body punches. So, too, is some of the zigzag head movement which might have kept him away from the blows landed by Mayweather and Pacquiao.

The physical comparisons with football are on his mind later, as we watch City. Hatton says: ‘I wasn’t going to say anything because some of these lads are my mates but when it comes to training they don’t know they’re alive. I go out to the training ground sometimes and what they do isn’t close to what boxers go through. To be honest, none of them would last five minutes in the ring.

‘Good luck to them with their big wages but when I look around this house I’m not only grateful but I know that what we’ve got has come through a lot of very hard work.’

That is why, when you ask what is his finest hour, he does not reach for the tape of his epic victory over Kostya Tszyu, which landed his first world title. Instead he walks us to the swimming pool and says: ‘We never had things like this. So the first day it was filled and I came home and saw Campbell swimming in there with his mates . . . that’s my proudest moment. I’m also glad this place is on my home turf.’

Little Millie has long been in bed by the time we finish talking but as I head into the night I look back to see Ricky, Jennifer, Campbell, Franny Lee and the Chihuahua framed in the bright, warm light of the open door.

Whatever happens on Saturday night, Heartbreak Hotel is the happiest of homes now.

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Fraser Forster and Tony Watt in disbelief after Celtic sink Barcelona

Words can't describe it! Forster and Watt in disbelief after Celtic defeat Barcelona

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23:13 GMT, 7 November 2012

Celtic heroes Fraser Forster and Tony Watt were in disbelief after their side completed a memorable Champions League win over Barcelona.

Forster reprised his stunning display from the narrow 2-1 defeat to the same opposition two weeks ago, making a string of excellent saves and even claiming the assist as substitute Watt grabbed a route-one second goal to add to Victor Wanyama's header.

Lionel Messi pulled a goal back in injury time but Celtic clung on to avenge their Nou Camp heartbreak and keep themselves in a strong position to qualify for the knockout stages.

Incredible: Fraser Forster (right) was in disbelief after the final whistle in Glasgow

Incredible: Fraser Forster (right) was in disbelief after the final whistle in Glasgow

'It's tremendous, I don't think words can describe it,' Forster told Sky Sports 2.

'We put in so much effort at the Nou Camp and couldn't see it through, and tonight we've seen it through.

'We had a good look two weeks ago and we knew what we wanted to do. Everyone was tremendous, everyone played their part tonight.

'We defended really well and Tony came on and scored a great goal; his goals-to-games ratio is incredible.'

Eighteen-year-old Watt said: 'It'll take a couple of hours to sink in. I just saw (Victor) Valdes, I thought to put it to the side of him and it might go in.

'It's probably the best moment of my life, I'll look back at it when I'm older and think 'We've just beaten Barcelona in the Champions League' – there's nothing better.'

Shall not pass: Forster was in exceptional form at Parkhead

Shall not pass: Forster was in exceptional form at Parkhead

Sensation: Tony Watt came off the bench to score Celtic's second goal

Sensation: Tony Watt came off the bench to score Celtic's second goal

Lennon praised the inexperienced Watt who is fast becoming a favourite of the Celtic fans.

He said: 'It is a memorable thing he has done so early in his career.

'I said before the game I had no hesitation in playing him, I just thought his lack of experience would have been too much to put him in the starting line-up but everything we asked him to do, he did.

'He scored a brilliant goal and should have had a penalty and a sending-off when he got on Mascherano's wrong side.

'He is learning, he wrote himself into the history books of the club but he is 11 games into his career.

'I hope he has a fruitful career but tonight will take some topping.'

As they did when they came back from a goal behind in the Nou Camp last month to win 2-1 against Celtic, Barcelona dominated possession.

However, this time their superiority was confined to everything but the most important part of the game – goals.

Jubilant: Neil Lennon ran onto the pitch after the full-time whistle to celebrate the historic win

Jubilant: Neil Lennon ran onto the pitch after the full-time whistle to celebrate the historic win

Barca coach Tito Vilanova said: 'First of all I would like to congratulate Celtic, the fans were amazing tonight.

'Before we played I knew they were good at set-pieces and we didn't want to concede too many and we didn't give them too many chances.

'But I can't be satisfied because we want to win the game.

'It is a really difficult stadium but we were like the home team and we locked them in the box.
“But you are never happy when you don't win.

'If we had scored first it might have been a different game.

'But they scored first which allowed them to defend and their goalkeeper was brilliant tonight.

'It is not the first time we have lost a game like this and it won't be the last.'

Ryan Giggs insists Manchester United youngsters will learn from Chelsea heartbreak

Upbeat Giggs insists United youngsters will learn from Chelsea heartbreak

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17:36 GMT, 1 November 2012

Manchester United veteran Ryan Giggs
believes the club's youngsters could benefit greatly from a loss at
Chelsea that was 'tough to take'.

United were moments away from a place
in the Capital One Cup quarter-finals when they conceded a last-minute
penalty equaliser in a thrilling fourth-round tie at Stamford Bridge.

Leading the way: Ryan Giggs was captain for Chelsea tie

Leading the way: Ryan Giggs was captain for Chelsea tie

That sent them into extra time with the score at 3-3 but it was Chelsea who prevailed 5-4 after the additional periods of play.

But with the likes of youngsters Scott Wootton, Michael Keane and Nick Powell given some first-team game time, Giggs can see plenty of positives.

The 38-year-old, who struck twice on his first start for more than a month, told MUTV: It's tough to take. When you score four goals away from home more often than not you win the game.

'I'm proud of the young players who played, though. There were some great performances.

'They will have learnt a lot and you learn more from losing as well.

'You try and take the positives from a game like that but there are a lot of disappointed lads and rightly so because they put in good performances.

Tough lesson: Giggs believes experience will benefit the likes of Scott Wootton

Tough lesson: Giggs believes experience will benefit the likes of Scott Wootton

'But they'll learn from it and the experience they'll gain from this is more than they could ever get from a reserve game.

'They had to stick all their big guns on in the end to make an impact which they did.

'As I said, though, I'm proud of the young players – they never stopped battling.

'We're just disappointed to put on a good performance, score four goals and come away with nothing.'

United led three times during normal time after goals from Giggs, Javier Hernandez and Nani.

Yet each time the hosts came back to level with David Luiz scoring from the spot and Gary Cahill hitting the target before Eden Hazard converted another penalty in the dying moments.

Up for it: Nick Powell impressed against Chelsea's big guns

Up for it: Nick Powell impressed against Chelsea's big guns

Daniel Sturridge and Ramires then struck in extra time to secure a place in the last eight. Giggs wrapped up the scoring with the third penalty of the night after 120 minutes.

Giggs said: 'We had the game in the bag with seconds to go. We had the ball deep in their half, lost it and they went up the other end and got the penalty.

'When it goes to extra time it's anyone's game.'

The match was another high-scoring tie in the competition after Arsenal beat Reading 7-5 the previous night.

Giggs said: 'After seeing the Reading-Arsenal game nothing should surprise you in football!

'You've got to be prepared for anything and fight right to the end. Unfortunately it wasn't to be for us.'

Beram Kayal says Celtic"s defeat to Barcelona was their own fault

Kayal lament: Beram claims Bhoys' cruel defeat was self-inflicted

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23:16 GMT, 24 October 2012

Beram Kayal claimed Celtic were architects of their own downfall in Barcelona for not dealing with the cross that cost them a priceless point at the death.

The Catalans waited until the 94th minute to claim the win that keeps them top of Group G — Jordi Alba connecting with Adriano’s cross to break Celtic’s hearts.

Neil Lennon’s side left Spain with no points but no shortage of plaudits for pushing the four-times European Cup winners all the way.

It's our fault: Beram Kayal watches Lionel Messi

It's our fault: Beram Kayal watches Lionel Messi

But midfielder Kayal, a second-half substitute for Charlie Mulgrew, felt losing the goal under such circumstances was unforgiveable.

‘We defended well until the 94th minute,’ he told Israeli radio.

‘We played well from a team point of view but, unfortunately, lost it in the last minute.

‘It’s a shame because we could have held on to the ball for that last minute.

Bitter blow: Adriano Correia celebrates after Jordi Alba scored Barcelona's winner

Bitter blow: Adriano Correia celebrates after Jordi Alba scored Barcelona's winner

‘The ball came to Adriano, I was standing on the edge of the box and he put over a low, dipping cross that beat everyone and he (Alba) put it in. It left us in shock. It’s very disappointing. ‘You work hard and sweat blood, especially against a team like Barcelona, who aren’t easy to get a draw out of. It’s a really bad feeling.

‘Before the game, we knew we’d have to work hard in defence and that most of the time we wouldn’t have the ball.

‘But the goal was with the last cross and we couldn’t get the ball away. True, we were playing the best team in the world, but we’re professionals and more than anything we wanted to come away with a good result.’

Heartbreak: Celtic's players waves to their fans at the end of the game

Heartbreak: Celtic's players waves to their fans at the end of the game

As Lennon’s side touched down in Glasgow, Celtic chief executive Peter Lawwell paid tribute to the efforts of the Parkhead players, saying: ‘It was a tremendous occasion and one that we were delighted to be involved in. The UEFA Champions League is the stage which Celtic strive to compete on and we have shown this season that we deserve our place alongside Europe’s elite clubs.

‘To play a team of Barcelona’s quality, rightly regarded as the best club side in the world, is the toughest football challenge we can face, but Neil and his players rose magnificently to that challenge and were desperately unlucky not to get what we all felt would have been a well-deserved point for our magnificent efforts.’

Leinster 9 Exeter 6: Heartbreak for brave Chiefs as Sexton sees Leinster home

Leinster 9 Exeter 6: Heartbreak for brave Chiefs as Sexton sees Leinster home

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16:47 GMT, 13 October 2012

Jonathan Sexton's boot proved the difference as reigning Heineken Cup champions Leinster scraped past Exeter in Dublin.

And if Ignacio Mieres had managed to convert his last,-gasp penalty, the Chiefs could have come away with more than a solitary bonus point.

More to follow…

Tough battle: Exeter's Simon Alcott is tackled by Leinster's Kevin McLaughlin

Tough battle: Exeter's Simon Alcott is tackled by Leinster's Kevin McLaughlin

Craig Bellamy having worst time of life after Gary Speed"s death

Bellamy reveals life has been torn apart after best friend Speed's suicide

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11:05 GMT, 9 September 2012

Craig Bellamy has revealed he is going through the 'worst time in his life' following the death of his close friend and former Wales manager Gary Speed last year.

Speed was found hanged at his home last November at the age of 42 and Bellamy, who played alongside the midfielder for Newcastle and Wales, admits it has 'affected everything', including his marriage.

The former Liverpool and Manchester City striker, 33, told the Sunday Mirror he has moved out of the marital home he shared with wife Claire and their three children.

Crisis: Craig Bellamy (right) has been rocked by Gary Speed's death

Crisis: Craig Bellamy (right) has been rocked by Gary Speed's death

He said: 'Losing my best mate has affected everything. I can't believe how hard it is.

'He was the best mate I've ever had. It's sad but unfortunately it got to my marriage. I'm here and she's there.

'I don't know if that's it for us. All I know is that my best mate has gone. I'm struggling. I can't lie.'

Heartbreak: Wales captain Bellamy with Gary Speed's sons

Heartbreak: Wales captain Bellamy with Gary Speed's sons

Bellamy said of his family situation: 'I can't tell you how hard it is. It's the worst time in my life ever.'

Bellamy, who was part of the Great Britain squad at this summer's Olympics, last month joined Cardiff on a two-year deal from Liverpool and played in their opening two npower Championship matches before being sidelined with a calf injury.

Cardiff recently rejected reports he was considering retirement.

Ryan Giggs says Manchester United ready to fight to win back the title

Giggs says United must pass Everton test on road to regaining Premier League trophy

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07:27 GMT, 20 August 2012

Fantasy football 2012

Ryan Giggs says Manchester United’s title heartbreak last season is all forgotten and they are fully focused on regaining the Premier League crown at the end of this campaign.

United kick off their Premier League season away at Everton on Monday night and Giggs says they will have to be at their best to get off to the best start in what is a testing opening game.

Giggs said: ‘Being away in your first game is always tough so we’ll have to be up for it.

Putting the work in: Ryan Giggs in pre-season action against Aberdeen

Putting the work in: Ryan Giggs in pre-season action against Aberdeen

‘We’ve had a decent record there over the years – they’re always good games which can be pretty quick and quite feisty which adds to the atmosphere.

‘David Moyes’ teams always work hard and you know you’re in for a battle and that you’ll have to work harder than them to win. We can talk about the quality players we’ve got in our squad but ultimately you need to work hard and make sure you start the season off well.

Strengthening: Manchester United manager Sir Alex Ferguson added Robin van Persie to his squad this summer

Strengthening: Manchester United manager Sir Alex Ferguson added Robin van Persie to his squad this summer

‘It’s certainly a good test to begin with and everyone is looking forward to it.

‘The manager likes to lay down his ambitions for the season and look in the players’ eyes to see if they’re ready for the challenge and we are. It was a long summer and we can’t wait to get going and put things right this time.’

Busy summer: Giggs played for Team GB during the Olympic Games

Busy summer: Giggs played for Team GB during the Olympic Games

London 2012 Olympics: Aaron Cook says he should have been fighting for gold

Cook: I was in pieces… It should have been me fighting for gold

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Even on the day that Sarah Stevenson failed in her attempt to honour the passing of both her parents last year by winning an Olympic medal, the world of British taekwondo was still all about the man who isn’t at the Games.

Friday should have been Aaron Cook’s day representing Great Britain as the European champion and world No 1 in the men’s -80kg category.

Instead, it was Lutalo Muhammad, the man whom GB Taekwondo chose ahead of him in a selection process that could be described as anything from murky to sinisterly unfair, who took to the mat just after 10.45am inside the ExCeL Arena.

Looking to the future: Aaron Cook still wants his shot an Olympic glory in 2016

Looking to the future: Aaron Cook still wants his shot an Olympic glory in 2016

Half an hour earlier, just before a
broken Stevenson lost to America’s Paige McPherson to stun a British
crowd which had dared to dream of a happy ending to her tale of
heartbreak, there was Cook pouring his heart out in an interview on
BBC Radio 5 Live.

When Muhammad came back for his
quarter-final in late afternoon, Cook (right) was preparing to speak to
the media again, at an informal press conference in central London.

What he knew then was that Muhammad would not win gold, having lost 7-3 to Spain’s Nicolas Garcia Hemme.

Making his case: Lutalo Muhammad made a very bright start to his own campaign in London

Making his case: Lutalo Muhammad made a very bright start to his own campaign in London

Making his case: Lutalo Muhammad made a very bright start to his own campaign in London

Making his case: Lutalo Muhammad made a very bright start to his own campaign in London

Would Cook have done better It is
impossible to know but just as impossible not to share the
21-year-old’s sense of injustice at being overlooked when he is ranked
the best fighter in the world in his weight category.

Choosing to sabotage the Olympic
moments of a lifetime for Stevenson and especially Muhammad, however,
was not the wisest of public-relations decisions and will only harden GB
Taekwondo’s stance against him.

Fall out: Cook knows he isn't on the christmas card list of those at British Taekwondo

Fall out: Cook knows he isn't on the christmas card list of those at British Taekwondo

Cook said: ‘When I watched the
Tajikistan fighter come out — that should have been my first match — I
was in pieces. I should have been fighting there. This is the biggest
competition of anyone’s life and to have it in London, it’s never going
to happen again.

‘I am 21 years old, I’m world No 1, I have beaten 10 of the people who are there.

‘I can guarantee you that whoever wins gold I would have beaten in the past year.’

Muhammad, who won a bronze medal through the repechage after Garcia Hemme
made the final, refused to enter the controversy. That was left to his
coach Joseph Salim. He said: ‘I think it affected all of us. Was it
enough of a distraction to affect his performance today Maybe. But it’s
difficult to say if Aaron would have done better.’

We will also never know what
Stevenson would have done had she not endured losing both of her parents
to cancer within three months of each other in 2011.

What was clear to see in her 5-1
defeat by McPherson was that the clear-sighted passion which inspired
her to World Championship gold in May last year with her mum and dad
fighting terminal illness back home is no longer there. Grief appears to
have sapped her desire and to be competing in London at all was a
remarkable achievement for the 29-year-old from Doncaster. Stevenson
said:

‘I didn’t win what I wanted to win but I just wanted to wake up tomorrow and have no regrets and I don’t think I will have any.

Disappointment: Sarah Stevenson went out in the first round

Disappointment: Sarah Stevenson went out in the first round

Out she goes: Paige McPherson beat Stevenson

Out she goes: Paige McPherson beat Stevenson

‘The girl’s a good fighter but
whether this would have been the same outcome 18 months ago, maybe not. I
wouldn’t have had to have a mental fight every day for the last 18
months. I would have been able to focus on taekwondo, but there are
more important things.

‘My mum and dad would have wanted me to be here and they would have been proud.

‘I would have been forgiven for sitting and crying in a corner but I am not a quitter.’